breathe, just breathe

I didn't sleep last night. I couldn't sleep. Now, I'm so tired and it feels like knives are going through my chest. Listen to Sylvia Plath poetry at 3 in the morning. Like doing that very much. No one seems to appreciate Plath as much as I do. 

Hell Week has officially begun. 

Today was very tiring. My essays for APUSH sucked. I didn't do so well on my last chemistry test. Calculus pretty much ripped my morale apart even though I studied like hell. But in English today, Mr. Brandt gave me a little thank you post card for my inspirational message for him. Best part of my day. 

I didn't talk to people much today. I have come to a realization that I even though I choose to separate myself from people most of the time, I think people are attracted to me for some reason. I am quiet. I listen. I comfort. 

Adieu. Time to study. Must make it until 10PM.