Well, Kevin was right. Today wasn't a bad day. I just felt absolutely nothing. No-thing. No a single emotion passed through me. Well, maybe I'm content with loneliness and underachievement.
When we did a draft in English, I just stared at Mr. Brandt's work space the entire time. I tried not to speak in most of my classes, out of sheer apathy. Listlessness at the sheer stupidity, ignorance, and self-centeredness of people just prevented me from doing anything productive today.
At lunch I went to the library, but I didn't have my card with me, so I sat by my bench in C-villa. If you spread your stuff around, people won't try to sit with you. Sonny, one of my freshmen friends, was nice enough to talk to me the last five minutes of lunch. I appreciated it.
It started raining, and now it's sunny. I don't even know. I started writing a story about Aquarius. She dies at the end even if she's nice. FUCK EXPECTATIONS.
I read the Little Mermaid last night (the non-Disney version). It's brutally sad.
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